A Hero?

 

I didn't kill the metaphorical Luther. So he keeps endangering the people I keep trying to save.

Was I contributing to the cycle? Or was I too naive to think that the people are saved wouldn't just be sucked back in to being in danger from the metaphorical Luther?

I've been in this role for so long. What's it like to be super human and not try to save anyone? Oh my God! Have I become Metro man? Going into music and art to express myself? Watching the metaphorical Megamind become the hero because I'm bored and just trying to find myself?

More than two things can be true at once. But if no track is utterly wrong then what? Not all tracks can be right for everyone. Too many tracks come too close to me and think that they're the only one. There are too many self-righteous trains in this yard. And I learned some time ago that my track is not perfect.

It's not a question of right or wrong. It's a question of sight. And once you have it you lose the will but not the desire to explain it. Apathy is what they call it with Mortals entropy is what it might be referred to universally.

The memory of triumphing over the metaphorical Luther doesn't bring me joy anymore. The thoughts of my losses to him doesn't bring me pain anymore.

So this is it. A metaphorical Superman. With super sight, reaching the end of his conclusions. Like the last book of Dune where the evil Paul wins and realizes it only just restarts over and over and over. He doesn't lose there's just no point.

To live as a Captain Save A Hoe is to die as a Super Simp...