Circular Despair
And he won't and I will wake up and repeat for all eternity.
I'm going to hear that beautiful song again. And I'm going to pray that it stops. Because it's a lie.
And it won't and it will hurt me freshly on a wound that was only healed to be hurt again.
I'm going to imagine the words that my friends would say to cheer me up. And I'm going to remember I don't have friends like that.
And I don't. And I never will. Because no one truly cares.
I'm going to believe that somewhere there is a better place. But there's not and I know that too.
And I'm going to hold my stained pillow and wish for God to take me away from this.
Hi..what happened my friend.
ReplyDeleteI feel a kind frustration when go through words.
Sometimes it's harder to forget who I am. Sometimes I see the sky and sometimes I see the bars that hold me from it.
DeleteLOL. This is a normal human perception ,a dimension of mind.You should do both..
ReplyDeleteVastness of sky is wonderful to see...but bars are the reality.
Even in that reality,sky retain there !