Don't worry. Never worry
What would you do if you knew that your every word is a command to me? That your every wish is my strongest desire? Considering how you treated me when you didn't know, I doubt my story would then have a happy ending.
The world is filling up with unworthy blessed individuals.
There is a pain that is beyond physical. It is tuned to the frequency of the receiver. For no one else can feel its depth unless they are in tune with the signal. To the receiver they are nothing short of pure agony.
All the world loves a clown. But it is on a clown the deepest frowns.
The power of love is great but it is not all-powerful. Because anyone can cause pain to everyone. But everyone cannot love just anyone.
I looked too hard into the mirror and now I can't look back.
No more talk. Your words are written on the wind and they blow away just as easily. You spoke them before they even had substance. So now they are calorie free. And just like a diet drink they hold nothing to sustain me.
Life is full of wonder. I wonder where it went.
In my memories you are forever more. I have never seen. I have never heard. I have never touched. Nor have I ever been touched by. I have never been more alive. What does reality have to offer better than that?
The facts are cold but true. The heart is warm but lies.
Life's journey started off with a roadmap. There were far too many distracting side roads. And the powers that be never got around to finishing the roads were some of them lead.
You are not my match. But then again neither am I.
I spoke to you when you were in the womb. I made funny faces and fed you. I watched you crawl, toddle, walk, and then run. I never thought I would be there when you ran out of my life.
I write better than I talk. But you can't read and talk too much.
What is the point of poetry when the poet doesn't feel every letter of his words? When the pen can only write in one dimension? And the ink in only one color? Where is the magic in that?
Mankind is not nomadic, it is tribal. So why are we so selfish?
I can't believe they would do that. I can't believe it could go so bad. I can't believe it to get any worse. I can't believe she's gone. I can't believe I've lost. I can't believe it will hurt so much. I can believe it will never end.
We are worlds away. That's why they build telescopes isn't it?
Everyone wants to have sex. It used to be hard to get and meant so much. Now everyone has sex and it means nothing.
If I hurt you, it's because I stopped you from hurting me. I'm sorry I had no more hurt to give.
Hi...
ReplyDeletemy friend. .
If you have pain because of anyone,you should directly tell those persons by going to their place.
I am sure,they will chance to you for a talk.
LOL I wish I lived in the world you're in. I've done that and in almost every case the negative has happened. Hell even on Google Plus when I told someone they hurt me they did everything in their power to tell me that I was wrong. Even here on this site. In the world I live in people don't have to accept that they hurt someone. They just hurt them more to prove that they didn't. Oh and let's not forget they're protected by God so everything they do is righteous. LOL but don't worry, never worry
DeleteHe...he...sir..just leave it!
ReplyDeleteThe reason is human beings are made up with a special tendency to hurt others.That is the innate,and inborn tendency.
And my friend I am saying a suggestion or opinion.
You can think with brain,never with heart.
That is the way of current world!
I think once I had shared Ken Saroviva's "Africa kills her sons "
There people said to hero if you can't prevent others from their corruption, just join with them.
LOL...even if the story is political, the message was great
What can do?Things are things!
Lol I know all this. I just write.
DeleteI'm not trying to fix the world. I just write.
I don't want to join the hypocrites. I just write.
While they all pat themselves on the back. I just write.
While they spill the most precious things in life onto the ground to be trampled. I just write.
As they convince themselves of their superiority. I just write.
As they practice their fake love. I just write.
As I die in loneliness. I just write.
"The facts are cold but true. The heart is warm but lies."
ReplyDeletePeople ought to quote you as they do Socrates and all those other philosophical voices of old.
You speak of a truth of the human heart... People hurt each other; sometimes they don't mean to, but that doesn't make them own up to it. Life is such a long and lonely road.... Who will make it to the end in one piece?
Keep writing. It eases the pain of death.
Thank you that is very nice of you to say. Now I'll have to live up to it. Lol
DeleteYou're welcome. And sure you live up to it, with every poem you write. I see the bits of wisdom and life experience spilling over your every word.
DeleteSometimes it is hard to understand where you are coming from. You are a good writer but you only seem to look at things from one point of view. Sometimes it helps to step
ReplyDeleteback and look at all the angles of a situation. I have been reading you for some time now
and it seems that up above you made a reference to gplus and the fact that someone hurt you so badly but never really said how they hurt you. If you are referring to VooVoo who I always considered as sweet and kind and a great poet, it seems to me that you accused her of something and yet never told her what it was that was supposed to be so hurtful.
I followed that thread between the two of you and none of it ever made sense to me
and I'm sure to many others. She sent you a wonderful loving poem that she said was given to her by God and for some reason that set you off. I never could understand your reasoning. I've read many of her spiritual and prophetic poems and they seemed totally God inspired to me and she even said that she didn't feel like she wrote them herself but that they were given to her by the Spirit. She felt like you were accusing her of lying and saying God had given her a message to you when you didn't believe it or want to accept that. I never understood how that could be misconstrued. She did it out of pure love, from my point of view, in light of all the many comments she left on your posts that were funny and kind and showed concern for you. How could you take her personal prophetic write as hurtful, may I ask? The only thing I got out of it was that she insisted that God had given her the poem for you and that it did not come from her herself and believing that to be true, she could not apologize for it and I don't blame her. I don't for one minute believe she ever meant to hurt you in any way but to bless you and for her kindness, you repaid her with rage and hatefulness. As almost all of your writes speak of the unkindness of others toward yourself, I would think you would take a step back and consider that you reap what you sow, my brother. I am only making an observation and suggestion here, you will do as you will and probably consider me, a long time reader, as one of your perceived enemies when in fact, I am not and only wish the best for you as I think you have a good heart, you just suffer from a screwed up perception sometimes. Again, not your enemy. Just had to comment on this when I was perusing the comments and saw what you posted. I have wanted to say something about that previous situation for some time and never felt led to do so.
Till now. Please continue to write, you are a brilliant writer and can be very funny at times but most times, are hard to read as you project a me against the world kind of attitude when that is just not true. Read people's hearts and what they are really trying to say to you and I think you will see that you have thrown away quite a few really good and caring friends. blessings.....
LOL well anonymous. If you know anything about me then you would know that being anonymous and asking me anything personal it's not really a welcoming invitation to open up my heart. Nor should it be.
DeletePeople who have truly have good in their hearts for me have always truly talked to me directly. Not to pick a part some of the things that you said because they absolutely fit. Remember perceptions are not the only thing you're getting wrong while accusing me of doing the same. Me and Voo where having discussions on multiple medias and some of them email. So your interpretation that she did nothing wrong it's not really possible. Considering you didn't read everything She wrote. That will be all I say between me and her because that is between me and her.
I just wanted you to know that your perceptions don't have all the facts. I never wanted to make it public. That was her doing because she cares that much about what somebody who doesn't know what I'm talking about thinks about somebody they don't know who I'm talking about. I am not mad at anyone.
I've never said the same or identity location color or anything else of any of the people who it personally hurt me. For that I tell them personally directly. And for people who care they ask what and how. People who don't care, they never ask what or how. They just get defensive and retaliate. Not very humane or christian for that matter. But that's just my opinion. And obviously what does my opinion matter. As I said anonymously my opinion can't matter too much cuz it's not even worthy of the name.
I write from multiple directions that some people have actually caught and seen. But for some people they only see the one. I don't have a problem with that. If I was a better writer I could make it clear. But I work with the tools that I have. As for me against the world... Well anonymously I can't go into any better detail on that. But I always thank people for comments. And yours have some kernels of truth and knowledge even if you don't know what's going on with me or anybody I have a problem with. As for Voo she's a wonderful person that's all I need to say she has enough people who love her.
As I said the people who care about me stay in contact privately. Even some of my old G Plus buddies I've been texting to today. Anonymity is the shadow that some sin is born from. Whatever the reason no good ever comes of it. I'm all about accountability. If Voo ever asked why I felt the way I did I would have told her. I would have never, never mentioned her name in a negative light for anonymous people to pick apart. And if you've been reading anything I've written the only time I mentioned people's names is when they're positive and wonderful which I do to this day.
This is more than I've ever written to anyone who did not have the conscience and respect to come at me with a name or identification. But that's mainly because I feel that you're not as Anonymous as the name would say. You don't have to trust me but read what I type. I'm not mad at anyone.
The Bible does not say if you have wronged your brother go to an anonymous stranger and make amends. But thanks for the concern for Voo. It's nice to see somebody sticks up for somebody. Lol
P.S. I am very curious....have you received the "gift" that you were told you
ReplyDeletewere going to receive? And if you had or if you do, would you tell us or
anybody? I think that would be your confirmation that what Voo told you was true.
Very anxious to hear about that.
I would love to receive a gift. Even if it was just to humbly apologize. You should read some of my apology poems. I would love to have a reason to write one. What's the truth is there never was a gift there never was going to be a gift and that's part of what hurt because I knew it. Oh well it's unlikely you'll understand that either. Especially when you consider I've actually written about it long before I knew who Voo was. She's not the only one who talks to God. LOL
DeleteI rest my case. I just wanted to see how you would respond without getting
ReplyDeleteinto a personal debate. You didn't answer or explain anything. That's okay.
I wish you well and I still believe God is going to give you that gift, whatever
it is through whoever He chooses to give it to you. It may not be a physical gift
but a spiritual gift or maybe an answer to a prayer. Who knows? Why would you
not choose to believe that and just look for something wonderful to come your way?
Or maybe by rejecting the messenger, you lost the right to receive the blessing.
Either way I feel sorry for you and will discontinue reading you, But I wish you well.
LOL. I love people who are cowards and sign on as anonymous and then think that they drop knowledge as though they're Guided by some higher power. God doesn't use cowards to deliver anything but lessons of the negative side of life.
DeleteAnd again, a lesson for you. If someone says you wronged them the first thing you should do is ask how. That's also in your Bible. Nowhere in your Bible does it say deny it and get offended first.
As for not reading me anymore. In a way I'm sad to hear it. But I've reminded myself I never asked you to read it in the first place. It's not in a social group. It's not on unsocial media .
As it says in the Bible learn to identify false prophets and reject them. I live the life I was chosen to live. And no true Prophet is a coward. No true Prophet is so wrapped up in themselves that they would do what you're doing right now. So I rebuke you as yet another false prophet. Notice how I don't go on to your site and run my mouth in any form. I read what you write and I enjoy it or not and stay quiet it's your house. But notice how you do.
If it's one thing I learned from all my troubles and heartaches this is to not lie to myself anymore. Not about well wishes who aren't well and don't wish. About people who think they know what they can't possibly know. So I work on my negatives and I know people like you don't even know that you have any. I'd wish you well but in the fantasy you have weaved for yourself I see you wish yourself well enough already. I hope you never live long enough to find out you're wrong.
LOL I can't even feel bad since you have the name of anonymous. LOL farewell Anonymous if only you knew who you were. Lol