A POEM IN 3D
Original post 5/15/17
I write this in three dimensions. The physical, the spiritual, and the quantum. The last of which I understand the least. But as quantum mechanics go I think I have it right. I can't write the last two down here. Wrong dimension. Wrong medium. But I think I have all the coordinates anchored. If you peek behind the veil you'll see the other two parts.
For those of you who understand, help the others in the group. We don't want to lose anybody.
In the spiritual plane it translates into roughly
In the quantum sea it translates roughly into
I'm going to die here. As I sit and I watch clouds and the birds go about there day. The weight of it crashes in upon me. And I have the focus to see forever. I'm going to die here.
I want to scream but I realize no one would hear it. They're not really here. This is a bad movie. I'm going to die here. I can't express the emptiness, the more than lack of hope. Hotel California's words echo in my head. "We are programmed to receive. You can check out anytime you like. But you may never leave..."
I am going to die here. And I never lived here. This is madness I know. But I know too much. I can read the Matrix code. It's beautiful in it's symmetry. The imperfection is perfectly placed in plain sight. That is, until you read it.
I feel the breeze the warmth of the air. Every sound breathes life. Every site fills so many spectrums. It's all so surreal. The smell of someone smoking. The taste of a carbonated drink. It's magnificent and yet none of it real.
I'm going to die here. I want to cry. There is no hope, I don't exist. What do I even call myself. Is this what is meant by Hell? Will I have to live this out again? Does every replay see the code? Is this what is truly meant to be damned? How cruel...
I'm going to die here. You see, I have before.....
Automatic replay engaged, START
I write this in three dimensions. The physical, the spiritual, and the quantum. The last of which I understand the least. But as quantum mechanics go I think I have it right. I can't write the last two down here. Wrong dimension. Wrong medium. But I think I have all the coordinates anchored. If you peek behind the veil you'll see the other two parts.
For those of you who understand, help the others in the group. We don't want to lose anybody.
In the spiritual plane it translates into roughly
"Keep your big chakra closed!"
In the quantum sea it translates roughly into
"This is a recording."
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I want to scream but I realize no one would hear it. They're not really here. This is a bad movie. I'm going to die here. I can't express the emptiness, the more than lack of hope. Hotel California's words echo in my head. "We are programmed to receive. You can check out anytime you like. But you may never leave..."
I am going to die here. And I never lived here. This is madness I know. But I know too much. I can read the Matrix code. It's beautiful in it's symmetry. The imperfection is perfectly placed in plain sight. That is, until you read it.
I feel the breeze the warmth of the air. Every sound breathes life. Every site fills so many spectrums. It's all so surreal. The smell of someone smoking. The taste of a carbonated drink. It's magnificent and yet none of it real.
I'm going to die here. I want to cry. There is no hope, I don't exist. What do I even call myself. Is this what is meant by Hell? Will I have to live this out again? Does every replay see the code? Is this what is truly meant to be damned? How cruel...
I'm going to die here. You see, I have before.....
Automatic replay engaged, START
This poem comes at you from an interesting sight line, Death.
ReplyDeleteBut all death is certain, and fearing what certain never alters it. It only alters "Pre-Death" otherwise known as your life. The king James bible speaks of it in
Proverbs 27.1 and the great Walter Payton, who said so eloquently.
"Tomorrow is promised to no one"
True. But in quantum mechanics there is a hypothesis that we're all just recordings of something that's happened before and will continue to happen for all eternity. So tomorrow is given to no one only the replay.
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ReplyDeleteYou had me at the Title!!!!! I hate to be so redundant...
DeleteI repeat...I hate to be so redundant...but this is brilliant.
I love how brilliant it is. I also hate it cause I didn't write it
but then, how could I? Your brilliance is so otherworldly
no one can describe it. Not even me with my exceptional
vocabulary and imagination. Even when you write absolute "crap"
it is brilliant! You make me sick how brilliant you are.
And btw: even though I know it's impossible to do so in our
Earthly bounds...I do believe you have truly written the very FIRST
poem in 3D!!!!! And probably while drinking that Thai Tea.....
I am halfway convinced also that you were born with extra lobes in your
brain and more grey cells than you know what to do with......
Okay too many compliments. The wedding is going to be on the 21st of June not really sure which day of the week that is. It is okay to wear white because you'll be the first one marrying somebody like me. This is your last chance to be a virgin. Don't be late they'll be no reception. Straight to the honeymoon. LOL
Delete****sorry...I made a boo boo*****
DeleteI will wear white because I like white and also because
DeleteI have been living as a virtual nun for too many years to confess to
so I am technically a virgin in every sense of the word even though
I know the old adage.....you never really forget how to ride a bike...
even though I don't know what that has to do with anything...but
I will try to make the wedding if at all possible. But I am curious...
at what point did you propose and what did I say when I accepted?
Minor details, surely but I would like to post that in my diary.
If the honeymoon takes place in Hawaii, I will certainly be a happy girl
And if you can't make it, I will go without you like I did on my last
honeymoon. (long story) Would you prefer that I stop complimenting
you and go back to insulting you? I need to know these things. I want to
make you happy. 💕💞🤎💗💘 I'll go pack.......
LOL ha ha now this makes me laugh.
Deletewell..finally!!!!!
DeleteIn the words of your cousin. Love Me Tender. Love me sweet I ain't nothing but a hound dog. LOL
Deletebut you can be a teddy bear, I suspect on your off days....
DeleteLOL A little less conversation, a little more action
DeleteHow do you like my wedding dress? lol I had it custom
Deletemade in the middle of the night. Got those Hawaiian reservations
made yet? I'll meet you at the airport. How will I know who you are?
Will you be wearing a tux and holding a sign? What will it say? Will it really be you or a stand-in??? Will you be driving your truck? And lastly.....What will
you do if I actually show up???!!!!!! 😋
I'm All Shook Up! Don't Be Cruel now.......It's Now or Never 🤨
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DeleteLol if I could whisper the secret of my mind. If I would dare to believe the miracles never seen. Then I would wait one day to find my mind truly and utterly gone.
DeleteBest if I don't believe in dreams. Best if I sleep now and never wake.
Better a dream unfulfilled than a dream turned fantasy.
Chicken!!!!!!! 🐓🦃🐓🐓🐥👅😠
ReplyDeleteTrue, true. But make no mistake dear Stone. In reality if we truly knew each other I'd move fast enough to scare the living daylights out of you.
DeleteAnd you would wake up as Voo Shining Stone Ray.
As an old fisherman used to say. "Be careful the winds of caution are blowing out of the west. And they may blow you further than you might expect."
rolling rolling rolling.....I be rolling rolling rolling here on da floor
Deletelaughing my shapely tookus off!!!! (Is that how you spell tookus??
I have never actually used that word before in my life....I don't know why
I felt compelled to use it just now.
Voo Shining Stone Ray. hmmmm....it has a certain insanity to it....
Well I guess that's always step one. That she likes her name to come.
DeleteBut somehow I do think the steps are being done out of order. I think somewhere in there I should have met you shaking your hand and looked into your eyes. The pastor will think it's really odd that I'm not really sure of how to kiss when where pronounced man and wife. LOL
let's just jump the broom . And then I will stand and watch you drive off into
ReplyDeletethe sunset in your big rig as I wring my hands and wipe my tears on my apron.
Because we both know we would probably kill each other within 3 days of meeting.............ha! On the other hand....who knows? 🤗
It might only take us a day and a half.......
DeleteThen I shall surely part on day 2 so to always have a fond remembrance of you. But then returned by day 4 to leave your side never more.
Deleteawwwww...that's so darned sweet, it brought a tear to my eye... wow.
ReplyDeleteyou caught me off guard, JayRay. It appears I was right. The HOUND DOG has
a TEDDY BEAR side, huh???
https://youtu.be/x9j6DE6RnSk lol
What a day for a white wedding. What a day for a bed wetting. What a day for flowery words to say. What a day to vow to stay.
DeleteI've done stupid things for most of my life. I've done stupid things even taken a wife. I've done stupid things falling in love more than twice.
Isn't it fun to pretend to fall. Isn't it fun to do it with witnesses y'all. Isn't it fun to watch Stone stall.
I said this a time or two. I've said this to some even Voo. I mean more than you think. But never less then I say.
If I truly knew you I'd marry you. Today.
btw: June 21st is on a Sunday. That simply will not do.
DeleteI have a date with God already planned on that day. He doesn't like
to be stood up. Another day, perhaps? Another month? Another year?
2020 so far hasn't been much of a year.....We'd have to stay 6 feet
apart and all that.....not much of a honeymoon, huh? More conversation and not much action so to speak. ahem. On the other hand...we couldn't kill each other.......😏😶😑
Considering the symbology of his day and my day aligning again. Considering the promise he made to me if I stayed true to my faith. Considering the reward for that Steadfastness. Considering I'm quite immune. Considering in Texas we don't have that silly rule. considering you haven't figured out how far I will go to make someone I choose as happy as I possibly can.
DeleteConsidering the considerations that would be thought about when you consider them it leaves a lot to be considered doesn't it?
OMG! I think you're serious!!!!!! *faints and falls gracefully to the floor......
Delete🤦♀️
...a bed wetting, James???? ....a bed wetting???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DeleteRest easy Ms Stone. Your anonymity has saved you. But as I believe in multidimensionalism I know that somewhere me and you are destined to walk down the aisle and live more or less happily ever after. Be very satisfied in knowin the modern culture of this country has saved you from a life-long commitment to a very loving and strange man. LOL
DeleteThere's more than one way to wet a bed. LOL insert Sinister look
Your loquaciousness is so mellifuous it boggles the mind!!!
DeleteHell, you could probably talk me into dang near anything!!!!!!!!!
(I wear a size 6 in wedding bands)
The devil has worked against me for so long that he owed me the use of his silver tongue.
DeleteHe said I could have it on the 21st too. Anything beyond that I owe him.
*snaps finger in the sign of the Z and shakes head......
DeleteOh, no you did..n't!!!!!! Oh, yes, you di..id.
holy moly ravioli!!!!! we gonna get struck by lightning!!!!!
wheeeeeeewwww
Skills are skills. Always being one to lay cards on table. On top of tables. Under tables. Leaning on tables. Propped up by tables. Skills are skills.
Deletewell ..I think it's working.....I'm actually considering
Deletetaking your hand...... just your hand, mind you but ....
I feel my Stone heart beginning to soften....... I must admit..
I gotta thing for guys who have lots of words and know how to use 'em.
I'm crazy like that.
Aren't we all just a little crazy? Aren't we all looking for signs from heaven or hell? Aren't we all just a little bit lost and a little bit needy a little bit naive? Aren't we all looking for that fairytale ending? Aren't we all looking for the beautiful start to go with a beautiful end? Aren't we all just a little crazy?
DeleteIt doesn't have to be a diamond engagement ring...I REALLY love opals......
ReplyDeleteOpal, for the hopefully. Now there's a wedding slogan If Ever I thought of one.
Deletegod,, that was beautiful!!! A beautiful start to go with a beautiful end....
Deleteyou seriously need to write a full fledged poem for that line!!!
That is some killer poetry right there!!!! I've never had any beautiful starts
that had beautiful endings......Or beautiful endings that had.....well, there was
that one time.......it was a lousy start that had an incredibly romantic ending...
sigh. (true story) (I didn't love him till he had to leave) go figure...
Hey! I know you are slightly crazy...mad....insane...wacked out of your mind
by life and all that.....ummm...but I bet you're not half as crazy as me.
Opals for the hopefuls????? dang. well you kinda beat me to it but between the 2 of us we done come up with one heck of a SLOGAN! Or a poem. Or a book.
DeleteOr a movie. Or just four words strung together..IDK. cool
As far as a full-fledged home goes I'll get right on that honey as soon as I stop to write it. As far as the craziness goes let's just say that I'm more sincere Then you could ever dream.
DeleteListen, Big Rig, I was born with a special and rare gift.
DeleteI have Always been able to read people's eyes, hearts and minds and
I'm especially able to hear what people Don't say more so than what they Do
say so I know and understand you much better than you think I do. That's
what drew me to start reading you in the first place. I knew you before I knew you. I have met several people in dreams or the ethereal..whatever you want to call it...before I ever met them face to face.... I do know your heart and it's
a big wonderful heart to go along with your big wonderful brain. Now go
write that poem. With your fingers. Not the voice recognition software
that doesn't speak English. l ol Sometimes I think it switches to Venusian.
Thank God I know how to speak Venusian!!!! lol
I stand corrected! You are almost if not MUCH MORE crazy than me. And
definitely more BRILLIANT. DEfinitely.....more. Definitely. (cue the RAIN MAN soundtrack) geez....it's time for Wapner.........lol
One minute to Wapner............
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Mission requested. Mission completed.
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Egad!!!!! I am done for!!!!! This is the Start of the End!
DeleteOr the End of the START!...........
*fans self in true Southern Belle style...*bats eyelashes...
"Land's Sakes...Whatever shall I do????"🤣😮🥰😍💘lol
When a dog chases the car people always wonder does the dog know what he'll do once he catches it.
DeleteWell Honey Voo you managed to catch a semi!